I'm trying to re-built my life.. And then I met someone new, dia orangnya unik, jarang banget gue temuin orang kayak dia, dia bisa jadi orang yang gue look up to, dia bisa bikin gue nurut, dan the most important thing is, he's there, he's there just in front of my eyes these whole time..
But then, gue dan dia menemukan suatu masalah, bukan masalah antara gue dan dia, bukan sama sekali, tapi masalah eksternal buat gue dan internal buat dia. Gue pun cuma bisa nemenin dia, di saat dia lagi bad mood atau dia lagi enggak into gue, gue tetep ada di sana. Selalu. Gue enggak berpindah, sampe akhirnya dia meminta gue untuk vakum sama dia. Entah kenapa, gue enggak suka dengan istilah itu, karena gue takut ujung-ujungnya kita bakal saling nyakitin, either it's on or it's not. So, gue dan dia memutuskan untuk berpisah (I hope it's just for a while, I really do). Gue tau dia kuat buat ngelewatin masalah-masalah ini, gue tau dan gue juga yakin dia enggak akan nyerah gitu aja. Tapi it seems like dia enggak yakin kalo gue bener-bener akan ada di situ either he's up or he's down. I'll be there. Yes, re, for your information : If you're down, I'm gonna be there for you, I just want you to have faith in me, I'm sure, and I will not make you more miserable, either way, I will bring you up if I could, and surely I would.
Dan I'm still gonna say I do whenever he'll ask me to marry him. 'cause I know he's worth to wait for. Temen gue bilang, wait sucks, and waiting just gonna hurt yourself. I know, and I will deal with all the consequences, 'cause that's what life's all about. Consequences. What is life if you can't handle the consequences that you'll face? Because that's the challenge, and if you can handle it, then it's all worth it. What you've been fighting for and what you're waiting for, I'm sure it's all worth it. I just knew it.
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