It was supposed to be a shopping frenzy

Good morning people, yesterday I went shopping with my two best friends in the whole wide world, Ekky and Eko, yes in fact they are dudes, but I didn't shop for fashion and stuff, I shopped for New Year's Eve instead. We are planning to do NYE at my friend's how, BBQ and stuff. But when we got in to the supermarket, the shopping frenzy has just begun, I think it was probably like 800 people in it. We're hardly even moved! And then we decided to leave the cart and run to get the stuff and get back to the cart. It was pretty efficient, the after we got all the stuff we need, we have to stand in the line to pay, again it was super damn crowded! You couldn't even see the line, all you can see is pile bunch of people that waiting to pay for their stuff... We laugh and talk and laugh until... they ran I don't know where and when they got back they keep talking about "how beautiful" and then I realized, it's about a girl what they talked about. Okay I just stand there and they kept shouting to get the girl's attention. To be honest she is really pretty, but when she comes along I got ignored by them :( huhu it's my fate, it's always been. Did I mention they consider me as a boy? Yeap they are. Ever since I started to play soccer with them and anything that a boy could play, I would. So by then, I always considered as a boy.

Single is the New Rock 'n Roll

Hey there peeps.. Haven't blog about my love life for a while aren't I? Well, I've told you about my last relationship, but now my story just begun or start again from the beginning. Here's the deal, from my recent broke up, I've learned my lesson. You don't have to be in a hurry to feel love. You really don't, all you've got to do is take your time. Feel the love. And most important, see what's in front of you. I almost couldn't see the success within me. I didn't see what's in front of me, I just wanna find my happily ever after. But then I realized, I don't have to look for it, it will come. I don't have to pretend. Last night I saw Sex and The City Season 2. Oldschool right? but hey, that episode made me realized, I don't have to pretend to feel something that I don't feel. Confused? Same as me, I realized that all this time, I pretend to feel that he's my forever, well now I don't see it, if he's really my forever, he should feel the same, or maybe I pretend that he's not? I have no idea, I've never felt that he feels like losing me is losing his world. So that's what make me see what I didn't see this whole time. I planned to do my thang for this moment. Softball, College, Blog, Photography, Dance and whatever I like, and notice this : I enjoy it! :) if I find love at the end, well hey, I found my love while doing something that I love. It's going to be wonderful. No doubt.

Hey There, Mom...

Well 2 days ago was Mother's Day, I was planning to write this blog immediately but my activities have been making me friggin' busy! :( Well I have tweets some of my thought about Mother's Day such as :

#letterformama I miss u mom, I know from up there you've been watching me,I promise u I'll be a good kid and a better pitcher, just like you 9:27 AM Dec 22nd from Echofon

I remember the last gift I gave to my Mom for mother's day, it was a handmade giftcard :") I miss you a lot mom 9:40 AM Dec 22nd from Echofon

mom, on the pitcher's plate when I'm pitching, all I ever think is you, you are still and will be my favourite coach in the whole wide world 9:42 AM Dec 22nd from Echofon

I used to think how's life without my mom but she's still here,it's just her way of saying 'be strong dita, I know u can do this by urself' 10:05 AM Dec 22nd from Echofon

my Mom never told me to copy pitchers from all around the world, she just need to say "be sure" and here I am, I'm a pitcher, just like her 10:12 AM Dec 22nd from Echofon

my mom is a strong woman, I've never seen her cry or struggle, but I know it's been hard for what she's been going through, I'm proud of her 10:30 AM Dec 22nd from Echofon

She was and she is still my role model, my favorite coach my everything. Well, she's everything a girl could ask for a Mom. She's my real super hero. I miss you a lot Mom, I knew someday you'll see me from up there and smile, because I make you proud. I will Mom, that was my promise right? And this is me, keeping that promise. I love you so much, I miss how you used to cheer me up from the side of the field, how you used to wake me up in the morning.

Gosh.. It's been 6 years. I miss you and I love you, I would never ever ever ever get tired of saying that. My pray goes to you Mom. Just see someday I'm gonna be someone in something that I'm good at. I promise...